"Dear Harold, I have at last realised that you will be happier without me. I do not blame you so you must not blame yourself for my action. We are told this is the cowards way but I feel I am acting not out of weakness but out of strength, all the strength I can muster, Love, Susan"

That was the note that Susan wrote when she planned on ending it all but it was a desperate attempt merely to make her husband feel sorry for her. And he did but now Harold plans on helping her to commit suicide again but this time for real.